as the elixir pours from my lips...take a sip
enjoy...indulge...intoxicate
Don't feel bad about not being heard --- It's not always the height, or anything else for that matter! Society just isn't listening! May The Lord Bless YOU today!
Hey girl!
i've been thru hell and back and your right all u really need in life is true and pure love and nothing else because if it wasnt for my bf i would be in a grave right now because 4 my personal opinion i hade nothing 2 live 4 unt
(yeah, that pretty much covers it)![]()
I used to be able to say that I liked my job. Well, today, I can honestly say that I can no longer say that. Sure, I'm just a graduate assistant, sounds like easy money huh? Don't let that, "oOo..sounds like an easy job" title fool you. Don't get me wrong, I appreciate this job. I really do, because I needed the paycheck. But things have gotten so out of hand over here that I'm not sure how much longer I can take it.
I'm a hard worker, and I aim to please so I try to make sure everyone is pleased with my job performance. Ideally I work for every professor in the department which is 7. That's not the bad part because I can usually space my work for each of them out. However, since a certain professor has been appointed the new chair of the division, things are going bisurk. I have a list of things to do before the summer is out. Doesn't sound like much but when you factor in that I have 12 things on my list, all of which take at least a month to complete correctly, I have to do one year's worth of work in 2 months. But this is the kicker...I am developing a tutorial for an online resourse network that will enable both teachers and students. It's a good tool, as a matter of fact it's excellent. But I only know so much. I attended the training session with the members of the faculty and staff. The university only paid for one session because they are so expensive, however, you can attend all 5 and still not know everything there is to know about this website/resource. I, along with 3 other professors, have been given administrative power over our university's resources on this site. So, my first task was to develop a tutorial for students to use. First of all, this is used for education students only, I'm a psych major. I never have to even look at it. Secondly, because my account has administrative power, I have several more options and buttons that students do not have. But, she wants me to use my account as a guideline and make screen shots from it.
But this pisses me off more than anything...Not only do I have to make a tutorial for the students...I have to make one for the faculty as well!! What the
? First of all, these are the same damn people who attended the training session with me. Secondly, we all only attended one. So how in the hell am I supposed to miraculousy know more about this than they do? I am a bright and dedicated student, but I don't know everything!! And get this crap...the lady who is know the new chair has said that she will help me in developing this because I have been stuck in several places. How about this heifer doesn't know how to do the advanced operations and is getting pissed cause I don't know how to do them either!! Ummm...DUH...your stupid arse sat right next to me in the training session. I only know what you know
!!! I swear...this morning, I went and picked up an application from a Mental health facility. They have an opening here in town and I promise you if I get it...I will leave them high and dry with this frikin Grad assistant position. There will be no two weeks notice. urrrgghhhhh
...these people are crazy. This lady is crazy...looks like power has went to her head and she hasn't had the positon 3 whole weeks yet.
What's really sad is, this is only assignment number one. I can't do this with her for another week much less another couple of months. I've had this job for a little over a year. Sure, last year was hectic, but the professor that I worked for actually loves me like I'm her child. She's very knowledgeable and helpful and helps you make sure you're doing everything just right. I miss working for her. And this new lady won't even let me go see if she needs any help. It's like she's jealous cause she knows everyone likes working for this other professor than for her. Even the undergraduate work-study students are mad as hell
. I promise, if God and some of my relatives weren't watching me from Heaven, I say some real not-nice things. But I'm too good of a person for that...I was raised better. But that doesn't mean I can't think about it...I just can't act on it. Okay...I'm through ranting. I actually feel a lil better, but as soon as I hear her heels coming down this hallway I going to be upset again.
dang, i see why you need the hug! try not to say those not-so-nice things....just keep your mind focused, it will workout!